Everything, in my life has been defined in actions - by politics, by struggle, by existence, by resistance. To cut off from all of that is to surrender to a normality that I’ve never had, and that I never really yearned for. It’s to give up the fantasy, the idealism, the imagination, the feeling that there’s a world out there where I can do anything that I want to do. And that imagined world is more real and more profound and more significant than the mundane world that we all live in.
